Realizations

1. I've come to realize that my boobs…

…are quite amazing but will always pose a challenge to the world of fashion due to their size and my hips/waist ratios.

2. I've come to realize that my job...

 …will always bring challenges and demands on myself but will be satisfying along the journey.

 

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...

…I get really frustrated with the stupid drivers out there who don’t follow the traffic laws and also nervous that I’m going to be in an accident.

4. I've come to realize that I need...

 …to forgive the people who have traumatized and my past as well as forgive my mind and body for not being perfect.

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...

…a significant portion of insecurity about myself and the fear of failure. (There’s still more to overcome, but I’ve progressed so much over these years.)

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...

…people are ignorant, intolerant, disrespectful, cannot forgive and progress from the past, break my trust in them, refuse to open themselves to alternate possibilites, etc. 

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...

 …I shouldn’t be because it’s dangerous for me.

8. I've come to realize that money...

 …breeds greed, hoarding, corruption, and ruins the lives of good people that simply cannot live because they don’t have it.

9. I've come to realize that people....

 …have so much more to their story than what they show to the world. Some are selfish, thrive on the misfortunes and gossip of others, and are cutthroat, but many want to help make their surroundings a better place.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be...

 ...the intelligent, compassionate, beautiful, generous, trustworthy, loving, and spiritual woman that I am. I shouldn’t have to change and detract from my inner strength in order to satisfy others.

11. I've come to realize that if I drunk dial people...

 …that I wouldn’t be me because I’m never drunk and wouldn’t call people if I was anyways.

12. I've come to realize that my mom...

 …is the strongest and most compassionate woman I’ve ever known. She deserves so much more than how people treat her.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone is...

…a lifeline to the outside world.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...

…I slept later than I have for the past couple of weeks.

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...

 …I had worked extremely hard yesterday and deserved the comfort of my Memory Foam mattress and clean sheets!

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...

 …all that I must accomplish before I wake up tomorrow.

17. I've come to realize that my Dad...

…is my father, and he loves me. He just has a difficult way of showing it to me in his words and actions.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on MySpace...

 …I secretly want messages and comments praising my musical talents as a singer and lots of listening! (http://www.myspace.com/jennaenil)

19. I've come to realize that today...

 …is a new day open to many possibilities! I should relax but keep in mind all that must be accomplished before I go to lessons and class tomorrow. And I need to finally finish cleaning, organizing and decorating my room!

20. I've come to realize that tonight...

 I will relax, maybe watch a movie, read, meditate/pray, and go to bed satisfied.

 

21.I've come to realize that tomorrow I will...

 …play the piano well, speak French amazingly, sing beautifully and learn new ways to be a better vocalist, learn new ways to use my mouth and tongue, and do a boatload of homework for Wednesday.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...

 …be with the love of my life in person and open my mind further to new possibilities!

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to read this will be...

…anyone who cares to.

24. I've come to realize that life...

 …is a gift, and I should live it while I can to my absolute fullest so I do not pass on with regrets.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...

 …has been great fun and is a wonderful blessing.

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...

 …are the songs/pieces that magically relax me and make me fall in love with life all over again. 

27. I've come to realize that my friends...

…love me and care about me. They deserve to know how much I appreciate them. 

28. I've come to realize that this year...

 …has been a crazy adventure with ups and downs, and it will only have more coming soon!

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