I came across something in a book that made me look back on a really traumatic part of my past that I don't like to dwell on. But what it said made me wonder about whether the incident that happened could have been prevented and handled differently... I understand that it was in God's plan for me to come to terms with my mental disorder, but in truth, the authority figures and establishment that went about handling it were absolutely horrible to me. It wasn't fair, and as a result, four crucial months of my life were ruined and my life is changed forever. I look back and wonder what my life would be like if those four months were different. I could be in a completely different place right now.
The idea of taking action is slowly sprouting in my mind, but it scares me. I would be opening a can of worms that would be extremely painful for me to bear... I will keep this thought in my mind and prayers for now and look up research on past cases, not to mention talk to my uncle for advice on the matter. It's really serious business, but I can't afford to lose my composure and focus on my goals for school in the future. Fortunately, I have a wonderful mother and boyfriend that will help me through this decision I will choose to make.
Love and blessings.
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Miss Elaviel,
RépondreSupprimerWhat happens in life may just be a test, every now and again things will happen that upset us, but then again they are followed by periods of light. March on into the light and leave the Autumn of misery behind.
Thanks. :)
RépondreSupprimerAnd just to say, I don't find Autumn to be negative. It's my favourite season, after all, and so beautiful.
Well I too admire Autumn for it's orangeness. I was just trying to be metaphorical, as in Autumn is when the weather gets worse and the plants die off, compare it to March when new life and new love comes into play.
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